10/31/2010

"The best of me"

written before I knew you, but it pertains to the way you may have felt about me toward the end of our relationship. I'm sorry, but now you know I felt this too at one point in my life.


I don't think I can do this
Not anymore
Maybe you meant well
But we're not compatible

You're throwing my feelings
Up in the air
You say you still love me 
but you made it clear..
You don't care


Baby, I'm not blind.
Baby, I can see.
That you're:


Using the best of me
Well you can't get the rest of me
Because I'm falling, falling
Into this black hole of silence
Where I have found the new, improved me.
No, you can't get the best of me 
Anymore


You think I don't notice you
When you go out late at night
You're such a f****** fool, you see
I know what you don't think I know


That you're:
(Repeat chorus)


Why have me hang around
When I'm not allowed to make a sound
I'm drowning in your insults
You're dragging me down
You're the devil's messenger
Evil from birth
You are quite f******* disturbed.


~Ashley Jackson

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