"I hate you"

Brain is dead
Heart is cold. 
I must confess
This is getting old.
Tired of lies 
Take off that disguise
Who the hell are you?
Again, I cry.
Don't play games
This is love, isn't it? 
Tell me straight
Is this not fate?
We were brought together 
Cleared the rainy weather
Expected to float down like a feather
Not this time...no, not ever.


Because I always lose
It's not like I can choose 
Whether you break my trust
I think it's more than lust
I think I love you
But how do I know?
How do I know
You didn't put on a show?
Either way, though
You've closed the curtain
Gotta move on, 
no matter how bad I'm hurtin'


Its not worth the time
You're not worth a dime
You committed a crime
And for that you shall die
Fall straight to hell
Smell that rotten smell?
It's my weak heart...
The one you tore apart.


Take it with you
No use for it here
Let me make it clear:
I hate you, too.


~ashley jackson